I hate to do the whole NaNoWriMo style thing

I'm down to 19445 in spite of writing about 2000 new words. Yes, I went back and did some editing. This was because I had to go back and edit some of what I'd written in the last 'chapter.' This helped me get unstuck to continue to the next 'chapter.' Plus, the wc in the last post included text where I ran off at the mouth. Me, run off at the mouth? I know, it's shocking.