maybe it's depression

But I feel like I should start over on the GAHN. I'll still use parts that I've written, but I don't feel like I'm doing a good job characterizing my main character. I haven't described the world very well. I feel like I'm doing the novelization of an action movie. Coincidentally, they're describing this same situation on NOTLP. I'll take my drugs, go for a walk, and maybe i'll feel better about things.